Too much unsaid words..

Thought passes my mind. Difficult to tell, even more difficult to show. Somehow it feels the same once again. My dear, I know how you're feeling. I know you're upset over that someone but there's nothing I wanna say because I don't wanna comfort you. No Matter how much I say, it won't help. I just wanna be there for you thats all.maybe I won't help afterall but at least I tried my best. I never expect you to be happy bit at least smile for all of us
Or at least my effort. There's too much more to be said ...

"if u asking do I love you this much, baby I do"

Memories of Tok .

Now it's true And we had to believe it. He's gone, forever. He's not gonna come back anymore. Not anymore. He left us without any explanation from
Him. Went to his funeral last night, I still can't believe he's inside the coffin. Tears drop, cried. What else to do when nothing could bring him back anymore.
Not even u god. Cause u took him away from us. What more to say? Bring him back to us can you? Return him back to
Us! We miss him badly.. A feeling that nominee could understand. Relationship breakup, quarreling with friend or anyone, it's different from this! He's dead!! Dead.. Not coming back anymore. :'(

Tok - I know you tried. But you never tried harde..watch how we all cried for you, talking to u but you aren't answering back. Look at your mum, how could u bear to leave her and everyone here? Come back.. Our promises to powerhouse is not fulfill yet my friend!! :'((

After all I gave in, after all that I did all I got back was full of disappointment. You were the best boyfriend I ever had I swear. Buy afterall it still gonna end. My tear's still stoping for you, for that is you who always brought me smiles. I waited every single day every single night patiently for you. Everyday I woke with hopes, hoping that I could see you after my work. This is what's pulling me thru. From the first time I told u I love you untill now, I still mark to my words and I swear the feeling never fade, not even that one percent.
You ask me to wait for you and I did. You promise me stuff but all this promises only brought me disappoinent.. :'(

happy belated birthday

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Xann's birthday

 Happy Birthday. Birthday ended, everything's ended too (: Back to square one!! ((:  Hmmm, anyway happy birthday..