Will he remember the first time when i first saw him?
Will he remember the first time i look him into his eyes?
Will he remember the first time i touches his hands?
Will he remember the first time we danced ?
Will he remember the first time we kissed?
Will he remember the first time i hugged him?
Will he remember the first time we lay on bed and doing nothing?
Will he remember the first time i cried?
Will he remember the first places we went?
Will be remember every first time ...

Maybe i shouldnt be like a baby , i should just jolly well be matured like all of us should be ..
(:

But i remembered everything ..

=)

Had this weird feeling for days . It's somehow hard to explain how it feels . I don't feel myself , that's the only way to say about how i feels. I guess i need a life . I'm like Fucking wasting my time staying at home doing nothing at all . Yeah , i did . Like housework?! F it .

I suddenly have the urged to have someone hugging me from the back when i'm sleeping . Someone puting me to bed . Reading stories and singing song when i fall alseep to bed . Suddenly feels like being a lil baby , how wonderful it can be (:

Nobody have ever let me felt love never comes in 1st place .
I have alway been doing the talking i guess? Because i don't want having me beside you and we've nothing to talk about . That's what i fear the most . We've been thru R/S . So we should actually know the whole process of being in a relationship . Which i hope it doesn't applies to you and me .
You asked me before whats my dream . Well , i have of cause . Simple like any other girls .
Find someone we loves/love us , get married , have babies ..
"Simple" Is not as simple as we thought .

Had a lil argument about this question though .. " Would you live one perfect day over and over Or live with no perfect days but with decents life " Well , i would live a decent life rather then one perfect day over and over because i could still hope for that one perfect day to come . Guess what the dumbass told me . " Decent life because there's no perfect days " I was like =.=|zzzZ . I agreed though but , sometime in life , we knew we had to be practical but we controls the words in our mouth so we don't have to be so practical at times right?   lalalalalalalalalaaa ~

PS: The feeling for you feels the same when i first met you , what about you? Sometime i'll actually think of the first few time we went out . Like , we both know we're tired . And there's no where to go but still rather drive the car around . For me , because its a moment which i wish i could stays ..

Alright , done with all this .



何耀珊 - 做你的公主

Baby Girl - Inner Voices

Sunday - Went movies with Allen And to dinner at Siam Kitchen . Nice food over there (: But the movie totally suck . First time , I ever ever seen a movie this sucks . * Another Pandora box *  . Fucking stupid la . Just don't freaking watch this movie =.= |z .. Then to library , borrow stories book . Like , wow . Suddenly feels like reading a book . I like it though . It's nice . (: . Hey Allen ! I'm reading it okay . Haa. He just bet that i won't even open the book la .
Monday - Went for interview that Kelvin introduced at Tiong Bahru Plaza . Not too bad afterall . Met up with kunming after that . Went for movies and dinner too .Oh well , i watched Clash Of The Titans again . But i watched it in 3D this time . I loved that show anyway , It's kinda good , i guess? Not too bad . But well people still complains la . But just take it man. hahaha. Well , it's been long since i went out with him after we broke off the other time . It's been long too . Like 3 years? Haa . He still haven't really changed in a bit ! Haaaa . Alright stoped this . Chill again man ! (: .

Well , For me , things have been quite stabled i guess ? Still the same .It's good that it stays the same actually . Actually we haven't really been talking about stuff . we only talks when we were on the bed going to sleep . That's the time we really talks (: Hmmm , i kind of like that feeling though . I bet he's kind of tired these days . Need settle his stuff and his works thingy ~ So i'm fine too actually :) .
Mom just suddenly pop a question to me which i don't know how to answer her too , i just told her what i need to say . And it actually kept me thinking too . But well , it doesnt really matters ..
Awwwww , i saw one top that i like at plaza today . But i'm freaking broke .. LOL .

Alright . Off i go now .
In love with the song - Baby Girl By Inner Voices.

Respect yourself

Went Town with love and jason last night for movies * Clash Of The Titans * Kinda nice movie (:
. And had our super supper a youth park. .
Sometimes people have to mind what they have to say . Like someone , Who should be " Maure " enough to think , Please mind your languages and your words . If you want people to respect you , respect people which you never . Childish (:  Think you're too bored . Then find something useful to do (: Stop talking about people behind their back , like be MATURE enough for your age (= . Nuff said , There's retribution for everything . This is my Blog , I own it so i have my say HERE !
Yaya , people are judge by their age . But i don't think so , hahahaha . Actions and words proved it (:
Well ,When i's time to stop , STOP . Stop being so so inmatured .

(:

So love , Happy already ? Got your baby back ler wor ~  (:
Good to see you smile again .. Went Ms for lunch and yet , awwww , Terrible food . Currry noodle taste fucking suck . It doesn't look like curry anyway . Avoid That curry noodle stall at MS @ foodcourt .
Went Ph last night , everything was great . Brother Desmond ordered Flaming Lambo and we drank together . Nice .. Hmmmm But after drinking so much alcohol .. Hahahahah .
AND PLEASE HAVE YOUR DINNER BEFORE YOU GO DRINKING , HUITING . (: LOL
Am going to town with love and jason ~ Ciaoz .

Shan darling  -  Love you , take care uhh (:

Update when i'm home (: