Went back to work today as usual . Nothing much happened which is not expected to be . Calm and peaceful. She did talk to me ask me to comfirm my stay here . It's either i leave or i stay , No in between , which i wanted as i asked her can i work as part time here . She don't want . I respected that . And i hope she respect me decision as well .
Before i left workplace . She asked me to let her hug so i went ahead "Don't cry arh.." She said . "you wanted to leave right? " She looked at me right into my eye , I feel the mother-loved she had for me . And my tears drop.. She knew i'm gonna leave . But she don't believe that i'm really wanted so much to leave (I feels .. ) " If you wan to leave , by all means go .. " I knew she'll tears . Trust me , everytime no matter how bad i said she is , but i'll alway add this sentence behind - She's good , i don't deny .. - It melt me down , i'm soft-hearted ! I know !
After that she text me "Make the decision that you wan . if you wan to leave , don't worry about Fingerwork.It will still survive , if you stay even better , grow with us. There's no in between let me know tmr so i can hired if you're leaving " So i replied " okay mel , i'll think about it " She said "Go go . Once you decided stick to it and be responsible for it. I only want people who wants to grow the business with me , not half-hearted . If you wann leave , i'll give you my blessing (: .. "
Then after that she called shirley , i was on the earpiece on Shirley's phone so i heard what Mel told her . I only remember all this " Do you know what happed to Ht ? What's holding her back . If she wants to leave, leave quickly so i can get on with my plan and hired new girl , if not it's like hanging on , i'm not sure what to do next .. " WTF . Alright , we all don't know Whats she thinking too . She wants me to stay because of her effort spent on me or what ?
Not to think too much . I know i wanna leave . And this is what i always want isn't it ? I'm thankful for everything really ..
Went to ClubZinc (CY went to fetch me ) haa . to talk to baby for opinion . Everyone told me didderent thing which i think its correct . But i believe the first feeling stays . I wanna leave . I'm being controlled by my feeling i know .. Hais . So , don't think so much and go ahead with my decision . Just how am i supposed to tell her ?
Darling arh ! Sick don't go to work ler yah . Don't bothered by what your manager says since you're going to leave anyway . Remember to eat medicine alright ! And you're not going to tell me that you're sick if i hadn't asked right ! Silly .. Rest well alright . Loves (:
PS: I don't know if i'll regret leaving there . But i know i'll always remember Melissa ..
Asked Allen's friend (Alvin) to make drinks for me . The above is Champange but its not for me , i took it because its nice (:
The below is for me , it don't taste Bad cause its nice
Thanks (:
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