Friday, September 4, 2009

05 September 2009
Saturday

Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again... Skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts!
Thing's getting complicated. Thing's getting out of hand . Been having nightmares of baby's scolding me a Bitch and says that i made him feel disgusted. He's been rather paraniod these days . Yes, i went out last night . To darling's place . Drinking . I'm feeling really Shag and tired out having a relationship.
There you're saying me a Bitch , here you're saying me a SLUT? Tell me , now tell me . What's SLUT? A woman that went around sleeping with guy? A woman that go around moaning out loud? Which i didn't . It's tiring holding on this way .
Bet there's nothing much we can talk about anyway . Perhap , I'm not the perfect girl for you . I can't do what you thou , i hate to let you leave . But i think i should .

Haven't been going for dates , movie , breakfast , lunch or dinner .
Had been saying me with all this words that aren't supposed to be spoken to me .
Been ridiculous lately . Possesed? Or what .
Anyway we aren'y together as well . This might be a good choice to go with .
It's tiring .

PS: "Crying out loud can clear all the misery in your heart, but not all the question and unhealthy words heard and seen .. I need someone here , now with me . -Tears are words the heart can't say"

Baby , It will be better to fall from a tree and break your leg than to fall in love and break your heart again . I'm sorry . I'm really tired . I tried repeating the both words in my heart . But i can't accept that i'm being said this way by you .

"Never be sad that it's over , be glad that you'd it once .. "

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