It's filled with unhappiness ..

Well , There's alot to be said .

But i really don't know where i should start from ...

Went ph as normal .

Waited for cabb with pz for like 40min !

Went there , as per normal , everything went smoothly untill ..

He became someone that has lost his mind , his gf was there next to our table .

I don't want to be the last to know although i hope i didnt know anything .

Last night was totally in a mess .

Just FUCK MY LIFE !

I don't know how much tears i have drop last night .I just know my eye hurts now ..

How can it compare to the hurts inside my heart.

I don't want to sound it so serious , but it is ..

Well , i can't imagine i was looking right into her eye .

The eye of his Girlfrien .

I rather be drunk all the way ..

So i don't have to face everything , every single thing .

It was supposed to be like any other wednesday , end the very last bad romance with him .

Yes , i'm really looking forward to yesterday but it wasnt what i'm thinking .

Right? This wasnt what we want .. If this is the way , i rather be inside your room , alone with you.

Doing nothing . Just peace ...

Maybe he need some times alone .... I need t be alone too .

We were back at west coast again but this time , it feels different ..

Sadness .. It's filled with unhappiness .

Sorry about everything last night ..