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Its been long since i post something emotional . I won't if i'm not feeling this way . Maybe i don't trust him afterall . Like trust ? I used to have it . Or maybe because i understand his way of doing stuff . But it doesn't seems the way now already . I felt my heart freezing just now . Really it is .

If someone wanna lie , lie to the fullnest . Don't leave any loopholes. It's rather long since i felt like crying but i'm stopping it because this is the true heartpain . Blame me for being childish , blame me for being a baby , blame me for being sensitive , blame me for everything . But still i trusted my own feelings and six senses.

I hate the feeling of feeling frozen . Like you really can't feel anything . And you don't wanna feel anything . Be it a lie from you , of the wrong information from my feeling . It just suck feeling this way . I bet nobody wanna feel this way too .

I don't wanna see him . I don't wanna speak a word . I don't wanna shed a tear . I don't wanna feel anything for now ...
I just wanna be alone , just alone or just with toto . No one else ..

"Whats wrong with you again ?! " I hate this sentence . Can anyone face me without this sentence . Because i don't like it . It's not alway my wrong , my bad , my fault . I'm not like i'm used to be, i didn't throw temper for nothing . But i'm not throwing temper now.. Chill ((:

Cry ... After that everything will be good again baby girl .