Thursday, November 26, 2009

With the one i loved

26112009Thursday
Just realise sometihng , My title alway link with my label (:
Went Johor with jonathan . Went singing at Neway. Went to meet uncle Kin at Holiday plaza.
Mummy daddy came . Went to eat steamboat . Uncle Kin's birthday too . Happy bday !
-Tell you something-
I'm missing him right now . Now and then , he never left my mind . I miss him  . I really do .Even Wanting to find a topic is so hard . He won't know how i'm feeling . I'm just childish in his point of views . I've never been good in handling broken relationship but i alway know thing will be alright in the end . But this time , i lost to myself . A battle that will never "won" . This time round , i know thing won't be the same . I'm not the same too anymore . Not asking for much . Even tears drop down more quieter . Woman's instinct are real and true . This time i tried so hard to tell myself , no it wasn't real . It's just a feeling because he left . Told mummy , I miss him . She knows i do .
My hearts turning sour. Even when i cried , i smiled too ..
It's not telling myself  it's over . But , It's over but it came before .. One and only guy that made me lose . It's not long but , I've changed . Everyone said so ..
Wishing but not wanting him to come back . But hoping he will fall in love with me , once more ..
I always believe in " you don't have to change a thing for someone that loved you"
But now i believd in " You have to changed for that someone you loved  .. "
Thou , how upset my past post is . I know when he's around with me . Nothing else matters . Now that's he's not around , but i gueess , he stays in my <3 ..

You know , how much i love you..
You know how hard it is to tell you this . 
I cried but i smiled (''=
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Forgot the date . But ah xing brought me to toa payoh to sing then to Ang mo kio is it ? To eat (:
Er , i think it's 20th of nov













After snging ..













Before and after ........


The different btw guy and girl .
We are really good friends , good buddy (: Appreciated for everything but for yourself , don't go back to her . okay . It's for your own good . But your choice still ..

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Hi My Sweetheart

Its 6.30am in the morning ~yawn~
Just watched "Hi my sweetheart" Eps 4 .Waiting for Eps5
Ughh , Please load it asap!
So damn freaking nice , omg .
I'm falling in love with Rainie again !!


OMg , So in love with this drama !!

Miss him suddenly .. (:

海派甜心

I don't deny i'm childish but i'm not like last time anymore . Because it's you .
I won't say i'm mature enough . But at least i know what i'm doing .
I'm sorry to send you all those message . All i wanted was to catch your attention .
I'm sorry .
I will rather let you scold me on the phone , that's the only way i could hear your voices . That's the only way i have left . What else can i talk to you about .
I know you wanted me good . But as a friend and otherwise , it's a different story..
It's a different motive .
I'm preparing myself for the worst .Goodnight

To Xann : I know i'm harsh but what i say is what i mean  .
He asked me to tell you . If you want to talk back behind him , Better don't, if want tell him straight into his face . That's all .

海派甜心! Nice movie .
Love her to the Max ! (:
No more tear darling girl ,because there are more beautiful thing that you can smile to (::

家後



Went to meet Pricillia to Da Gu's house . Went drinking at her home . Then to opposite Ten mile de pub with Da Gu , Jenny ahyi , Pricillia and myself . Open Martell . Then back to Her house to continue the Martell. Both my dear cousin , -Faint- LOL Anyway , Really thankful for everything . Thanks for being by my side . =)
Nice Song ..
He loved this song too , i remember still ..

PS: Smile to pass the day happily . Keep the tears away from the eye of yours . What matters is to Smile . Because i love that smile of yours ,huiting (:

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

KittyLab tour(19112009)







bABY i'm really really happy on that day . Rain cats and dog that day.Thanks for wanting to protect me from rains
Cedric's Birthay(20112009)



BABY I MISS YOU !!