With the one i loved

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Just realise sometihng , My title alway link with my label (:

Went Johor with jonathan . Went singing at Neway. Went to meet uncle Kin at Holiday plaza.

Mummy daddy came . Went to eat steamboat . Uncle Kin's birthday too . Happy bday !

-Tell you something-

I'm missing him right now . Now and then , he never left my mind . I miss him  . I really do .Even Wanting to find a topic is so hard . He won't know how i'm feeling . I'm just childish in his point of views . I've never been good in handling broken relationship but i alway know thing will be alright in the end . But this time , i lost to myself . A battle that will never "won" . This time round , i know thing won't be the same . I'm not the same too anymore . Not asking for much . Even tears drop down more quieter . Woman's instinct are real and true . This time i tried so hard to tell myself , no it wasn't real . It's just a feeling because he left . Told mummy , I miss him . She knows i do .

My hearts turning sour. Even when i cried , i smiled too ..

It's not telling myself  it's over . But , It's over but it came before .. One and only guy that made me lose . It's not long but , I've changed . Everyone said so ..

Wishing but not wanting him to come back . But hoping he will fall in love with me , once more ..

I always believe in " you don't have to change a thing for someone that loved you"

But now i believd in " You have to changed for that someone you loved  .. "

Thou , how upset my past post is . I know when he's around with me . Nothing else matters . Now that's he's not around , but i gueess , he stays in my <3 ..

You know , how much i love you..

You know how hard it is to tell you this . 

I cried but i smiled (''=
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Forgot the date . But ah xing brought me to toa payoh to sing then to Ang mo kio is it ? To eat (:
Er , i think it's 20th of nov

After snging ..

Before and after ........

The different btw guy and girl .

We are really good friends , good buddy (: Appreciated for everything but for yourself , don't go back to her . okay . It's for your own good . But your choice still ..