Imiss you

Went out at 8pm last night. Came to fetch me over .

Hmmm . Asked me if i'm bored , i'm not . (: don't have to worry about it .

Gladly do so .

After that to dinner .

Then .. Off to talk cock again .

Had a good night (:

Sorry made you can't sleep again ! Haa .

PS : I felt good with you .

Found this cute lil thing . hhaa

=X =X =X

Anyway i ordered Mac and asked for more lectuce and ya ..

this is too much man ..

Isn't it ABIT too much ?!

wo yuan yi

Went lil cousin house yesterday and ahma cook noodle . Haa .

At nighht went to meet , er , my friend..

Went ROUNDING man . Haa

Went Bt Timah Mac to slack and wai for the traffic to fasten up .

Drank some lemon tea , talk cock !

Then to Holland village to eat and watch "Together" on channel 8 at 9pm . It's the last eps anyway .

then went off at 10pm to , West coast mac for toilet then to west coast to slack , then talk about anything under the sky ! LOL .

And found a wife for that idiot . LOL .

A stone !

=.=

haha . lame shit .

Then went Birdpark .. Then to jurong area then to town wanted to go to Emax . But =X unfortunately , closed !
LOL.

Then to Kranji Dam and talk about Ghost =.=

Then off to home about 4.30pm

Thanks for the night out .. =) had fun with you !! haha

what to do today? Bored ~~

Hmmmm , it's time to let go isnt it ? It's time to move on maybe ..

Sad songs made me sad =)

spy n xt door

Fucking hell waited for 25mins for this ! They didn't even  fucking take our order . Fuck pepper lunch ! LOL..Then to movie * SPY NEXT DOOR *

Nice movie (= cute girl ! haa

Then Mj at my home with allen , tea and agnes untill 5am . haha ..Nice chatting with u guys (:

Love u muack muack ! =X haahah

No more topic about him (:

Trying ~ lol

joy? sad ?

15012010

Its a friday night . Went doctor just now with allen's accompany .

Actually i can cope alone with this . Weather its a joyness or sadness, i can cope alone ..

Even without wl , i guess .

Result - Negative.

Doctor say come back for a check up in another 2 week

I don't know why the anxiousness too . Why the upset too .

I'm not even afraid to let anyone know about this . Not even dad and mum ..

Ask me why ? The answer's deep inside my heart ..

Is this the only way to communicate with you ?

Is that the only topic with you? It doesn't matter what the result will be .

For this , why don't you give me more concern.

Perhap i'm really stubborn , stupid and silly ..

when it comes to you ..

It needs more then courage to text you .

Need alot more when i look you into your eye .

Need more then what i can give , to look into your heart .

PS: I can feel it coming .Tell me , am i supposed to feel happy or upset .

If menses comes , telling myself it's a full stop between me and him .

Maybe only myself .. 

Well , At least i felt the feeling of it (':

Chapter closing , soon

自爱

He asked me to find out the meaning of this :(

自爱

自爱[zì'ài] - 自己爱惜自己(主要指名誉)

倍加自爱。 懂得自爱，学会自尊

1. regard for oneself; self-respect

=.= zZzzzZ

 Of cause i know the meaning but going out with friend doesn't mean i don't respect myself .

Hmmm , Sorry for that day that i called you.

Was rather drunk . Hais .

Upset .

I feels that you actually cares , but do you?