Tuesday, January 5, 2010

2010

New Year Celebration
Hope it isn't too late to post all this now . LOL . Haa. Been sick for days man .
Still haven't okay nw too.
Went to 12th element on that day . quite a number of us actually (:
Opened , i guess 6 Martell?
Drunk but not fully drunk . lol . Aiya , what's drunk ! Haa.
Talk loudddddd..
Long night . But had fun (:
Happy new year.
Bad start man . Feveer when i woke up that day . Shit man .
Cough and cold till now .
Thanks Allen for being here (=  Haa
Went with him to watch = ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKs 2 =
Nice movie but i prefer the 1st one.

PEIZHEN ER ZHEN , tomorrow LADIES NIGHT?!!!??




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Watching him wash his bike (;

PS: don't live in the past , move on darling~ (=

sorry for not asking any permission .
Pardon me .
 Now only like how many days see you once ,
so when you get your MRS then how many years see you once )=

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

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31st Dec 2009






Went sweeties house today . Talk , sing song , play mahjong !
haa . alway enjoyed being with them !
Love them to the max. (:
Tell korkor , if got gf ler must tell me !! Haa..

Went west mall for free popcorn. Haa.then to my house ..
Meet Desmond and friend to PH .
Don't dance with guy actually but had fun today.
Having terrible bad flu now ~ Ugh !
A cute girl came ahead for a dance (=
Luckily not drunk , if not drag her out for a kiss !! =X LOL
Saw the flirt cutie Jiewei and friend ,kapo and etc ..

Thanks for the ride home guy (=
Goodnight .

Happy NY !

PS: A new beinging starting , Let the past go ahead .
Be a brand new person (:

Loves ,night!


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Emptiness



Went out to meet dennis. Been long since i met him . (:
Chill , chat and slack at town !
Went for movie . " Chaw"
Hmm , not a bad movie but abit draggy?
Went to meet Jiewei after that at yishun .
Thanks for sending me to yishun dennis's brothr !
 Haa. LOL
Went there and see people vomiting after 2 bottles of Martel . LOL.
I only remember one name when they told me so many.
Haa because they say " the drunken is call john .. "
So i remember this only . LOL .

He didn't called me today , haven't been msging him recently .
Maybe its the way it should be?
Slowly letting go ..
I'll still be there when you need me .It's just a call away .

What is the whole world turn against you?
What if you happy yet something is missing .
What's the meaning of living when something's importance is missing .

I never wanted to hurt anyone at all .Why everyone's saying i'm
hurting them when i'm not .
If my action  say the otherwise , i'm sorry .
I love the company they gave .
Maybe because all i needed was just attention .

A new years  coming .
Done nothing this year at all ..

Just what the hell am i thinking ?!

It's just empty still , at the end of the day .

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Saddening night

Went PH.
Had a fight with HER .
Had a quarrelling with allen too..\
almost had a quarrel with wl too.
Damn long night . Upsetting .
No point angry over nothing (:

Quarrelling with everyone because of him
Making everyone upset because of him
Is it really worth it?
Just because he know i will alway be here?
Thou i promise myself never to give in . But , it still melts .
Should i really let it over?

Thing said aren't easy to do as well .
Well , at least i'm better now
Better then that time .
But am i really happier?
Yes, he did change me . But for now, not for the better i guess..

Back to the old times , again .
Clubbing and stuff ..
Knowing more guy friends
Is it really all for the better..
Well , at least there's friends .

He's drunk again . Sleeping soundly inside .
I'm like fighting a war btw myself.
He doesn't like people to say or scold me ..
He wanted to say something like
" you're my ............"
Then he stopped .

I wanted hard to let myself to let go .

I'm not treating anyone like fool .
It's because i believe , that's why i'll call the person whom i believe
when i'm in trouble .
I'm not making used of anyone , anyone ..
I never wanted to try to too .
I really never wanted to .
Please believe to whoever it applies.

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