Saturday, December 26, 2009

Saddening night

Went PH.
Had a fight with HER .
Had a quarrelling with allen too..\
almost had a quarrel with wl too.
Damn long night . Upsetting .
No point angry over nothing (:

Quarrelling with everyone because of him
Making everyone upset because of him
Is it really worth it?
Just because he know i will alway be here?
Thou i promise myself never to give in . But , it still melts .
Should i really let it over?

Thing said aren't easy to do as well .
Well , at least i'm better now
Better then that time .
But am i really happier?
Yes, he did change me . But for now, not for the better i guess..

Back to the old times , again .
Clubbing and stuff ..
Knowing more guy friends
Is it really all for the better..
Well , at least there's friends .

He's drunk again . Sleeping soundly inside .
I'm like fighting a war btw myself.
He doesn't like people to say or scold me ..
He wanted to say something like
" you're my ............"
Then he stopped .

I wanted hard to let myself to let go .

I'm not treating anyone like fool .
It's because i believe , that's why i'll call the person whom i believe
when i'm in trouble .
I'm not making used of anyone , anyone ..
I never wanted to try to too .
I really never wanted to .
Please believe to whoever it applies.

=(


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