I woke up early yeaterday morning . Went out with him the whole day . First destination is the car garage but end up didn't did anything . So we went to Cine for movies and lunch . He bought a ticket at .45pm - Iron Man2 and 7.15pm - Bounty hunter . Before that we went for lunch at Fish&Co . At first wanted to go for Sushi or either Billy Bomber . He just can't make up his mind . So end up we went for Fish&CO . Chat about anything , anything that can make us laugh . And end up trying the clams which both of us didn't even eat before . Alright , it's fucking sucky ! Never never eat that again .
After lunch then headed back to Cine for Iron Man2 . Nice movie though it's abit rush at the back . Ended at about 5 . Then went to Taka , that big guy bought TWO Iron Man lego toys . Then went to buy ice-cream (:
And back to movie - Bounty Hunter . Ended at 9 . Well , i prefer this movie ! (: Then meet peizhen and desmond , went to MindCafe for board games . Awww , it's so nice there . But stupid people please don't go there cause you'll feel more stupid . =.=|z
After everything , they went for their movies then we both decided to go to 81 for some rest . And guess what , we over-slept untill 8.30am . Like Wtf ? Went home half conscious . Lied dead on my bed when i'm home .
CANCELLATION OF SENTOSA How sad .
Everything seem so beautiful yesterday . It's been long since i slept on your arms and over the night . Everything seems so just right even when things went wrong . I feel so nice when you're beside me . Even with nothing , just some soft music and it just shut our mind and ear off the world . With just you and me , everything 's just so sweet . But somehow it feels like it's going to be the end of the world soon . Because everything's too beautiful . If you asked me , am i afriad . Yes i am . But it doesn't matter too . End of the day , it's the smiles that stay deep in our heart . Like this song in this blog , CLOSE TO YOU.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined... to strengthen each other... to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories.♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I STILL LOVE YOU THE SAME OR EVEN MORE THAN I USED TO =)
Went to distribute flyers with this dearest at town at xann's outlet . Alright , hard money . It's fucking hard money . But i enjoyed the day la .. Dont't you?! AHaaha . Talk and play around . okay what . But it's really hard earn money . Then we both went to buy shoes . (:
Then home to change and off to PH . Fucking drunk . So don't ask me what happened yesterday .
I know i'm happy (: Cause i'm not on the right mind . LOL .
Something bad must have happen , so i'm sorry for everything if there is .
Daddy asked if i want a dog , it's a wild dog?! LOL . But i think it's damn cute ...
Awwwww.
PS: Songs tell how a person is feeling .
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
If a guy gave you a refridgerator as a gift , what will your reaction be? You opened it and If the refridgerator is filled with flowers, what will your reaction be then ?
I think it's so sweet .
Do you even know what kind of flowers do i like?
Someone said "Don't love a person too much , it's scary ."
But if you love him untill a point whereby you can't stop loving him , it's more scarier that way .
What if one day the guy told the girl that they can't be together anymore and the guy had to leave once and for all .
What's gonna happen?
So what if one day the girl had no more patiences , time and energy to wait for the guy's answer anymore .
What's gonna happen next ?
A night with my precious . Pz and pris came over last night . Before that went for a supper with him . Like super short supper . So , we girls just chit chat and play around . watch funny videos and stuff . LOL . Like mad la . Ate mcup noodles and complain about my CUP NOODLES . And hello , i'm super good la . i slept on the floor with just one blanket and pillow . Like wtf ? So super duper good right. I think so too . Over slept and woke up this afternoon LOL .
Went out to town to meet xann for movie - Kick Ass and dinner . Met Sachi and ash too . Tomorrow i'm gonna work ! And go for party ! Like me and that peizhen ! LOL . Damn lonely . So what is FTW?
Tomorrow you gonna go PH? So tomorrow we'll be going as friends isn't it? Hmmm . wonder how it's going to be like .
PS: Even if you're not thinking of me , i'll alway be .
Webcam with these idiots . Some are so obsence la . Alright , it's damn it ugly =.=
Hi , Good to see myself normal again . So nice to have craving for food and sleep again .
But i hate it when i have craving .I ate too much ! Awwww. But it's somehow so nice to face my friend with the normal self .
I don't want them to see me down too . And when something isn't right ..
That day when i came home from meeting him , i had a sleep then i woke up feeling so hungry . After so long , it feels so great to have food inside my stomach . Then met allen for a talk . And when back to sleep again . Slept for kinda long . Then woke up and went to TW park for chee yau's birthday celebration. So nice to see my friends again. Peizhen wanted to go club so all of sudden we went to PH again LOL .
Chit chat with the girl - I love the way we 're now . (:
Was like Fucking drunk . Saw xann and gang . Something bad happen at first but , she was there when i'm down , drunnk. Thanks . Really , it's not that i don't appreciate what you did but i hope you understand that i really can't give you anything back in returns. And i don't know what to give you too . But i can be there when you'rre down too . Woke up at 5plus today . Went out with Agnes , tea , cy and allen . Went for dinner then for MJ . Talk and talk and talk . I like the way i am now . (: Then went to return car to joel with Allen . Smooth journey ! Haaa . Thanks Allen , he's the safest person you can put me with even in a room with just the both of us (:
Then i realise , actually the place that i went to is the place you brought to the first time we met . The petrol station there , you remember? We've nowhere to go so you drove there and keep thinking where to bring me to. Loads of stuff went thru my mind when i saw the place . It's too much to be said so everything 's just kept inside . To keep it safe . All these days i have been thru , it's nightmare . I don't know how much it might affect you, i really don't know how much it might hurts you . I wish i had known . But when i see the tears running in your eye , it hurts me a million times . To know that it actually breaks your heart .
I don't know how important i am to him . I don't how much i meant to him . I don't know how much he wants me . I don't how much he'll yearn for me . I don't know how much it hurts when i'm hurt . I don't know how much he meant when he say he meant what he says.. I could only see what i can see , hear what i can hear . I don't know strong is the love he had for me . I know he want me safe and happy . But if you asked me , is it as a friend who cares for one another or someone that really means something to him , i don't know..
I can break down a thousand times but i still have to get up at the end of the day. Like what people tells me "Even if you're sad or happy , you still have to live one more day .. " Which i agreed to but somehow , it isn't as easy as it seems to be .
Does distances make people move further from you or closer to you? What if one day .... All these waiting and pinning makes me numb ? And i decided not to wait anymore? Will you still tells me , you meant what you said? Saying all this isn't easy for me , and tears just rolled down. Or actually , you're just waiting for the day to come? The thought of you might leave me once and for all tear my heart into pieces. Those happy moment flashed back in my mind , I miss him . God , tell him i miss him can you? Let him feel the true heart , can you? I know he's trying to find back the feeling btw the both of them . What if what happen to me happens on her? How would he react ? what if one day i walked up to him and say " Hi dave , how have you been ?" What would it be like ?
