The Goals In life ..

Anyone tell me anything about " Friends " ? Maybe it's because i've someone with strong feelings. I always thought that once a friend , forever a friend . But somehow i came to realize this logic, no matter how close people were " in the past " they will never be the same once they stop being that close . No matter how strong the bond is ..  So , to all my friends "You guys are the one that keeps me going during hard times, so let all this continues because we won't know when exactly is the last day for all of us."

Because i don't wanna bring the "Regrets " forward to my on-coming life .
Well , stop all this emotional stuff ..

Am at Funan Mac using baby's Macbook . I'm so freaking tired Mr How . I wanna go to bed now now now . LOL . With you beside when i close my eye ((:
Went to MS with him yesterday for movie - Sorcerer's Apprentice.

  
Alright , he's super macho can . Ugh .. I like him ! Nice movie anyway .
Gonna get my ass to work later . Fuck the person who pin-point at me . Fuck the person who don't respect me for who i am . Fuck the person who abuse their authority . Fuck the person who use money to pull people down . Fuck the person who tarnish people'a name .

Saturday event - Baby's birthday ( Sorry honey, am currently unable to get you anything or give you a nice birthday party. But i promise i'll make it up to you soon. Maybe we'll just go for simple dinner alright? Hope you won't be upset over this. I love you . Tomorrow we'll go for the NDP thingy? And see how on sunday, maybe we can go to Jay's Concert. ((: Hopefully can . It's 3rd row from the front stage man ! Like omg omg omg omg omg ! )

Will be going to Genting with love, jason and his ... Friend? ahaha . Time flies ..
EXCITED are you ?  ((: Something to look forward to ..

Let's work toward out goals !

What will be your goals then ?

(((::

Hang out with the girls and Toto last saturday . ((:

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Went steamboat buffet with love at Suctec .

Awww~ Am gonna work at Bq later ..

Sick and tired . LOL . But still gonna work !

love?

How i miss the feeling that we used to have . Why can't human stay the same? Why do people have to change?? How many thing bottoms up inside .. How many things can be said. Is it me ? Or is it him ? Or things just have to turn out this way ? :"(

Sometimes i just need a big hug and a few words. Words are important but it isn't unimportant . Why could thing be so sweet when you can't get it . But it doesn't seem the same when you got it ?
Isn't there such things as FOREVER ? How i wish it does exist ...

No doubt i still love you as much , maybe more then it used to be . But whenever i face him , thoughts and imagination came across my mind .

It takes 2 hands to clap . 2 person to fullfill their future ..
Is there really such things as future?

((:

Its been long since i post something emotional . I won't if i'm not feeling this way . Maybe i don't trust him afterall . Like trust ? I used to have it . Or maybe because i understand his way of doing stuff . But it doesn't seems the way now already . I felt my heart freezing just now . Really it is .

If someone wanna lie , lie to the fullnest . Don't leave any loopholes. It's rather long since i felt like crying but i'm stopping it because this is the true heartpain . Blame me for being childish , blame me for being a baby , blame me for being sensitive , blame me for everything . But still i trusted my own feelings and six senses.

I hate the feeling of feeling frozen . Like you really can't feel anything . And you don't wanna feel anything . Be it a lie from you , of the wrong information from my feeling . It just suck feeling this way . I bet nobody wanna feel this way too .

I don't wanna see him . I don't wanna speak a word . I don't wanna shed a tear . I don't wanna feel anything for now ...
I just wanna be alone , just alone or just with toto . No one else ..

"Whats wrong with you again ?! " I hate this sentence . Can anyone face me without this sentence . Because i don't like it . It's not alway my wrong , my bad , my fault . I'm not like i'm used to be, i didn't throw temper for nothing . But i'm not throwing temper now.. Chill ((:

Cry ... After that everything will be good again baby girl .

like .... MACBOOK

Toto'a photo ! That's my boy ! ((:

Just done with housework - Vacuum , mop , wash the toilet , prepare dinner , wash clothes etc ..

So tired . Haha but am feeling so clean ((:  .

That's what girls should do heh ! LOL.

Last night went to ICA building . Then to Vivo to watch movie - Toy Story 3 .

Good movie . Really nice . Then to lot one for dinner and get his stuff done . His Macbook is ready to be taken home . Super haolian la ~ Lol .

Every single day - MACBOOK

Every single minute - MACBOOK

Every single second - MACBOOK

Even when he knew he got the Macbook already , still - MACBOOK !

Macbook ! Macbook ! Macbook !

I want Macbook AIR ! But me one !!!

Fuck you Fuck you .

See you later honey ((:

I WANT TO WATCH - THE BLOOD PLEDGE !