It's your time i'm chasing after

I DON'T WHAT I'M THINKING .
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANNA SAY.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANNA WRITE .

BUT I JUST FEELS LIKE WRITING DOWN EVERYTHING I'M THINKING .

I really don't know what the hell im i'm writing in this post today !
F myself !
ITS IN A MESS !!

Went out with kelvin last night to henderson wave to talk. Went to see the dog . LOL . not cute at all . Haa =X . Cheer kel . Do your best . Together we will (: For that someone .

Then Des and Sylvia came to fetch me . Took a scoll at there and to yishun to fetch his friend .
Then to Yishun Dam . Talk cock . Drink and play (:

Been long since i ate so abit headache and giddy . So played THEN .. I drop into the drain . like omg la! LOL . Vomitted all over too . I'm missing him till then ..

Feels sad . Like alright i shouldn't .

Thanks des and sylvia , Thanks bro !

You 2 are the best man.

Met him this morning at 10am . So he said he got time untill about late afternoon .So , took his car and went for movie * Daybreakers * at Yishun . didn't know yishun changed so much .

Thanks for your time (:

And don't worry , i just ate something already .

The feeling sucks on the way home .

I've stored evrything about you inside untill the next time i see you again .

Your smell , Your touches and the way you look into my eye .

The journey seems shorter then ever .

Tears aren't supposed to drop . Tried rreally hard not to let him know how i feels .

It's better to let him know , "i'm fine ... "

But i'm not ..

How i wish there's more traffic light , so i could have that few more second holding on to his hands.

Feels like getting out of here . To a place where there is no familair faces .

A place with beaches , sand and wind.

Somewhere where i could hide in .

Somewhere where no one cares , no telephone to call ..

To a place called " Peace .. " with you

Noted that ''Love you " . Because i feel you this time round .

I don't deny i'm upset . I admit that i'm holding on to the tears .

" when your tears dropping , look right up in the sky.."

Don't look at me when i'm upset because i don't want you to feel bad .

Don't say sorry to me , because you don've to (:

You owe me a promise but i don't want anything , just promise me you'll stay happy .

Be it today or in the future..

PS: Sometimes being quiet does helps .

But I hate the feeling when i feel so bad and i couldn't cry at all

Because i'm suffering inside.

I'm not crying but it's bleeding

So much to ask but i prefer this way.

Memories is the thing that i'm collecting .It's the only thing that belong to the both of us .

I've so much to say but all i could do was to tell you , i'm alright.

The way you look at me today don't seems right .

A kind of feeling which i don't know how to explain

AND FUCK IT WITH THE SLIPPER LOL(:

" It's a war against myself , i must go on ..."