Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Because it takes to hands to clap ..

Can we ?

Monday, March 29, 2010

IF ONLY THEY KNOW THEY'RE IN THE WRONG !
MUMMY'S THE BEST !
Is it because when girls are skiinny , they look preetty ?

...

Sometimes in my life like now , i'll still think of the one that loves the song
" In Love With You "
Somehow , Whenever i think of my ex-es . He's still the one that gave me a special feeling .
He's the biggest regret in my life .
So , the only thing i could wish is , he could be happy like he used to .
Till now , We still couldn't be friends afterall .
Maybe not in the future too ...

OF CAUSE , WHAT PAST HAD PAST . LOVE , I HOPE YOU AREN'T ANGRY ABOUT THIS YEAH . LOVE YOU LOADS

bad bad bad dream

Love , Last night was good (:
Awww, I had 3 bad dream and it's all link-ed up ..
This morning i had bad dream and i woke up crying . Its abt someone and his gf ( but the girl i saw inside my dream , it isn't that her ) So , here's the dream .. Starting was like damn sweet btw the 2 of us . Then we were in some country that doesn't exist i guess .It seems like a hotel but somehow it feels like his home .anyway, Then woke up lying next to each other in diff mattress and here comes the "gf" then she was lying btw the 2 of us . So the mum came in and keep the room , looked at me and ask me why i'm still here . Then looked at him and tell him to ask me to go home. Rather sad ..  * To be continue ...
Then after he left , head back to bed again .. Here comes the second dream, Can't really remember but it's about the gf too , the real one . I saw her inside the dreams of mine . So we were checking out and we saw her , then him . The feeling sucks , seriously it feel sucks ! then i woke up with tear again .
*To be continue ..
So after i called him , Starts to rains . And the weather like fucking nice to sleep at la .. So i turn to my bed again . Lie on it then here comes the third dream, Of cause i'm fucking sad la , So i went club with friend and drinking . So , Decided to head home . There was no cab but there's Trishaw . Like omg . So took it , and it's kinda late in the night . I'm scared actually , so i called him . Then he picked up and told me he's going down for a smoke . And the trishaw man is so so so pervert man .LOL .
So i reached the place and i saw him .. Then i woke up again *END

Fucking hell , tell me who will dream something like this . I'm still over-coming it . Hais . Shagged-out from dreams , bad dreams i mean ! :'(
Perhaps it's the fear i 'd inside ..

Saturday, March 27, 2010

In love , this is the first i felt threat from him . And this time i feel fear , of really losing him . This is how weak love can be . So , this's the saying , Loving someone is harder then being loved . I agreed . Well , if he needs you this much he wouldn't even have said that isn't it ? Because , i will still hold on . Love , you won't know how much tear i've drop . I'll see you soon ( ':  Goodnight  . Sweet dreams . Slep tight .

I'm going mad , now .

What's R/s ?

Seriously , What if someone still keep stuff of ex-es . Not one but alot . What if everything still remains? How will one feels? Weell , It doesn't feels good afterall . Maybe i should be more mature on this "R/s" . Not everything's the same like those past relationships. I'm learning though.. Well , let time says the truth .
tells me the meaning of loves , my love .
´The ultimate test of a relationship

is to disagree,
but still hold hands.´ 
Well now , Tell me the meaning of friends?  I'm really really sorry for the arguement that very time . I'm rebuilding it in every ways . Because like i said , i cherish everyone of you . But , am i even cherished by everyone of you or maybe , one of you ? Who will really be there , when you really really need someone ?
Who will be there when you needs money ? Who will be there when you're in deep shit ? Who will be there when you just someone to even talks to .. Tell me the meaning of friends , my friends..

You have nothing , when you have no money . Maybe i'm the only one who doesn't think it this way i guess..

Happy birthday Miao , hope u really enjoyed yourself .  (:

Anyway , went town with jason and love today . Slack , walk and eat ! Like omg . Eat and eat only .
come to think about it , ate quite an amount of junk food . !  Hmmm , and looking for the frog choch , found it yet its so so so freaking Ex . LOL.
So bought this . I love Meltly Chocs ! (:

Friday, March 26, 2010

Thursday, March 25, 2010

就想賴著妳

WOW !
 I finished 28 eps of  就想賴著妳 in a few days ! Nice story line . Oh my , i'm in love with Jerry Yan again !!
Damn cute lar ~ : D Recommended show . Goodnight . See you later love ! Iloveyou .
Could the story line in these drama turns into mine ?! Happy ever ending .. COOL~
HEY , IM ANNOYING ORANGE ~

Random ~
Well , Had been alright these days . Nothing really went wrong as in . Things still remains the same just that nothing more pops out . So everything's fine for the moment . Went to PH with the same clan of peoples .Hmmm , Kinda nice night we had . Like out of sudden its 4am ~ Time for the last bad romance (: And off to homey ~ Seems abit too drunk . Drank too much ..

Well . I'm still doing nothing for now ..

Ladies night (:

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Hi ♥

That day love ride his bicycle from his place to mine . Today he ride to his camp . Tmr he's going to ride it home again . Haa. Love , i love the way you show me the love ! Awwww , I'm just wondering .
when can i put in FB , in a relationship / engaged to Dave how ? so when you wanna created FB ?! When everything's settled ookay ?! LOL . Lke im engaged to no-one . =.= Ya man . LOL . Yesterday the both of us , WALKED to teck whye Mac to have macdonald together , and WALKED home together again ~
Alright i had a goodnight . Had a dream this morning again , awww i hate having dreams man !
Went to have movie with allen on sunday  * How to train your dragon * 3D
Fcuking touching la ~ like almost cried . It's a Cartoon la but , damn touched la ~

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Tell me its love .

It's not for people to know , but for you and me to see.
" I'll be here , trust me . Let me hold you when you falls . I'll be your medicine when your sick , I'll be your drink when your thirsty , And i wanna be here when your low . "
Everyone 's saying , Well let's be practical . But sorry i'm not . When i say i love you , and i do . Eerything to me , is a miracle .
I love you , i'm not only gonna stick with you when you're in a good situation but also , i'm gonna stay by you when everything goes bad . Not much of anything , just because i love you so deeply that i can't make myself to go away alone .. My bad that i couldn't be of any help , But just let me stay in case you falls . So i could be there anytime when you needs me . Isn't this the meaning of love? I'm not gonna say you made me know the meaning of love . But you showed me the way to loving someone . So don't ever ever say , you're dragging me down cause you aren't .
And i'm not not not even mad at all . Like i said , not even once love. I won't say you are my everything now , But you are someone who i want to make me smiles.
Not any song or movies or lyric to explain how i feels towards you . Just simple as it is , i love the way you are , or rather , the way we are ..

Come on , Hold my hands . Let ME the one to walk thru this humpy road with YOU .
May i  ?

PS : Saturday night at PH was great . Thanks guys (:  Let's Rocks the party one more time !

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Dad's birthday

Daddy's Birthday .

Nearly forget his birthday . =P . All thanks to Darren for reminding ! LOL .
So happy birthday . =D
Love , Be here soon . I feel like having vodka man !
Love ya ~

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Motivation

I'm not angry . I'm just purely upset that you actually didn't tell me this all and when i say , i'll be there you don't believe . I just wanna be there for yoy my dear . Trust me can you ?
Awwww , i've decided to work in pubs . And save money go Genting . You and me ! Okay ?!
 Awwwwww, i miss Genting ! Cause i miss being a Bimbo there ~ I was , Once ! (:

Love , let me be there.

Just one thing .
Let me be there with you / for you . Let me be the one , can?
Isn't it this way love? To be togther no matter what . huh? Tell me , you need me there  .
I swear i will be , alright? Words are nothing so let me prove it right .
Cheer up . Words are loser but , at least it does helps in a bit isn't it?

* My daddy's great in catching lizards ! *

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

imissherr

I'm so glad that you brought my pillow back home . Thanks for taking her for a trip . How bad to keep her at home 24/7 .I bet she misses her home and me more you you ! Because i'm feeling this way too ! Awww . Thanks for the Sao Bao ya ! It's nice . How selfish of you to only buy two (: ! Not enought eh , thanks for heating it up and came all the way here to pass to me yeah . Appreciated . Hmmm , Weird feeling i'm having . How sucky i feels . LOL . Am really fucking broke but too lazy to go for interview . No motivations at all , but i have to . Considering going back to pubs . Good money man . I seriously wanna go for vacations too . Needa get out of this SUCKY country and places . But how long can i escape ? LOL .
I'm damn seriously wanting to go Genting . Or even a chalet at some quiet corner . Or just go jb to uncle's places ! Need some hid out place soon . Needa get some kakis too .. Ugh .
The fortune says : " Don't think , Act ! " Easy said then done man =.=|zzZ .Who wanna go Genting , Put your hands up in the air .. !!!
PS: Have a nice sleep tonight . Goodnight , love . (:

HONEY , I LOVE YOUR SMELL ON THE PILLOW : D
Love , let's have a baby soon ! So damn cute la ~  (: Awww . It'll be cute man ! Cause i'm cute too man ! haha / Im so beautiful ~  I'mm missing you love . coming back today?! Let's make love !! haha =X

Monday, March 15, 2010

Love , Yes i'm like abit suspicious . Cause i'm human man ! But i'm okay now ler la (: Love , You know everytime people ask me about the engaged thing or weddding or anything just you and me , i'm like for nothing will be extra happy yeah ! (:  Baby , baby ! I'm in love with you , so i'm in freaking deep shit ! =X
I hope one day , you'll call me your girlfriend (:

Baby , you noe i'll be waiting

Love, what are you doing now at this hours? Just what have you been doing these 2 days . You never even tell me anything about your trip there. How was it ? Fun ? Everyone's like asking why i'm not there too . Hmmm . Well , Because i'm here. And the's topic's about the ring on my finger now .
Why aren't you calling me? Why didn't you on your phone :(  It's kind of late now already . And i'm still waiting for your calls and smses . I should just get out with my friends . Hmmm , i feel like having fries . Will you get me that when you're back? Will you be meeting me tmr when you're back ? Hais .
I miss you but i'm missing my pillow even more . Please bring her back safetly alright . Hopefully , it doesnt have other girls perfume smell .. :S
It's 10:15pm now . you've been missing this long ! I know you wanna get away from singapore but not me isnt it :(

See You Sooonn then.

郭富城-等我回來


Little house

Sunday, March 14, 2010

GAYS NIGHT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMIN .
Went to movie at MS with love . "Green Zone" Then went home for lan ! Playing viwawa together on my bed (: . Love, i like the feeling too . Its so so sweett .. Had a great night at PH again ! Wow . We're all chongsters man ! LOL . Live under the name of that man ! Haa . Hmmm . Love's in Jb with , his mummy ? So i'll be alone for 3 days ! Anyone wanna jio me out for breakfast , lunch or dinner ?! Or maybe super ?! (: i'll be steady ! Haaa. Meeting Dennis later for some talking session ! Ugh , i'm craving for Mac and Cheng teng sia ! Get me anyone ?!

I doon't wanna alway be in club so i could be c
lose to you love . Mmm , must we alway go club ?! haa . Maybe ..
Love , i'll be waiting still (:
Goodnight .
Love, how good if we can spent the rest of the time this way . Free free go for movie , go for a run at west coast . Go to sentosa for tanning. Go for club *together. Go for sushi .. Go to west coast reserviour for a talk . and at night come home . go for a bathe then on the lappy and chat on msn and play viwawa . then off to bed (: And with no lies at all ... Can wE?
Anyone just tell me , How to believes in one without any doubts?  It's not about not trusting and believing . It's just abouting clearing the doubts in your heart , soul and mind .. Firstly , millions of apologize if i mistaken everything . Secondly , Its really not because i don't believes in you its just that words are bullshit , actions speaks the truth . Thirdly , I'm alway on my guards thats why i'll feel this way and because .. you have to understand my stand as well . Ugh , why am i fucking making a nuisance out of it again !!!!?
I hate myself for being this way too !!!! sORRY ! i'm still building the trust there .
Ugh! Fuck .
  If i arent this sensitive and doubtful ,will you love me more? i'm this way because i cared too much for that , i want you ALONE.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

I'll be missing you

For you , love .
I Miss You - Beverley Craven

See you soon..
Another one for you ..

Thursday, March 11, 2010

ph


Too much photos to loads man ! So these are some of them ..
Had a wonderful night with all the friends and love ! (: come on , let's get this party up .
I guess , it's been long since all of us play till so happily man ! Haa .
Ph Roxs !
(:
Was totally dead . Vomited like hell .  Went for Sushi today ! Thanks for the treats !!
Love , i'll post all the photo if u made me flared up ! =X haha ..
wohooo ~