Anyone just tell me , How to believes in one without any doubts?  It's not about not trusting and believing . It's just abouting clearing the doubts in your heart , soul and mind .. Firstly , millions of apologize if i mistaken everything . Secondly , Its really not because i don't believes in you its just that words are bullshit , actions speaks the truth . Thirdly , I'm alway on my guards thats why i'll feel this way and because .. you have to understand my stand as well . Ugh , why am i fucking making a nuisance out of it again !!!!?
I hate myself for being this way too !!!! sORRY ! i'm still building the trust there .
Ugh! Fuck .
  If i arent this sensitive and doubtful ,will you love me more? i'm this way because i cared too much for that , i want you ALONE.