Deep and Meaningless

If i need you now , will you come?

Been long since i came in here . There's so much to say , so much to tell . About everyone in my life  About him about her about all my friends and beloved .
Everyone changed well , including myself . Weather to bad or to good , it doesn't really matters afterall . Because my birth certificate will always be mine ! (:
Well , about my life ? Messed up ? Or rather should i say it's just not the same as i used to be . Clubbing life and etc . Sara , you don't have to feel bad about what's been going on with me . Because i chose it myself isn't it . I mean i don't regret doing all this at all . Why not , if i could really be happy for just that few hours?
(: I'll still be there if you need me .

Anyway , i watched that movie - The Last Song . How should i say about it ? It's actually really alright only . Not as expected . Met him out for his interview , so went for lunch at Funan 99 coffee shop . Memories are so beautiful , untill it's too clear for me not to push it away . Memories stayed (: Always . You know i'm saying about you , yes it's you . The off to do his stuff . And went home for a rest . After that to Mac , for chilling and have his work done. I knew something's not really right when he told me he wanted to go to my place to sleep . So he's meeting her later . Well , i'm not angry .

She's your girl . I'm a friend . Thats the different here ..

Silent means consent.

It's always so nice to have someone tracking you all the way then someone who don't even know there's this song in your blogger . Well , i'm not giving any shit anymore . If he wanna meet then we meet if not just do what we want , ourselves . Moving one step forward it's way too far easy but not when you have to step back. The most terrible thing is waiting but then again , there's nothing else to do other then waiting .

Everyone has their problem , i know you have yours but i have mine too . (:

I'm not thinking as much as i used to. Not talking so much either . Because if the line aren't clear enough , there's nothing we could talk about . Not even about myself .

If you weren't my drugs to keep my smiles going , then i'll have the the real one to keep it going . And i swear ,it's gonna be the real smiles of mine.

If you weren't going to keep this lady by your side forever , let the other cherish and love her . Because i know there's still someone out there who wanna see her smile every single second .

I can be there when you need me , but you can't be here when i need you? =(
POWERHOUSE TONIGHT LADIES?

Take it . It's yours.

PS: Wanna feel how it feels like knowing someone you loved actually don't think that you'r that important to them?