It hurts

Went Powerhouse with Xann , Xinjie , Joan , Kelvin and other which i don't know. Saw JJ so went over for a drink . Hmmm , Drank abit over limit i guess . After everything , Called JJ cos he said send me home . Alot of thing happen all at once . Didn't really notice . just that my friends and my the other group of friends get into abit of arguement . Then fight. okay . So Sorry to everyone .

Went friend place to sleep . After that went to meet them for dinneer, And thanks to Kelvin for sending me to causeway (: Sorry for all the trouble ! Haa . Haa . Meet up soon !

Meet xiaobai at causeway . Thanks for the drink to cure Menses !

Anyway girls, it came ler . haa .

Anyway its bird nest drink xiaobai ! LOL .

Thanks for talking to me the whole damn night. (=

But if you stop saying tthing to scares me , i tell you , i will have a better sleep !! Haa.

Say want call Xiaogui come find me right. LOL

Ask that xiaogui but not your xiaogui ! Haa .

Anyway , Thanks !

Look at the skys when you know you're going to tears . It's not gonna drop (=

But it went to your heart , and it bleed ..=''(

No matter how much time i had now , how busy i'm , how happy i'm enjoying .

You still pass by every seconds .

Im trying .. i really am . This time , i tried my best in showing u how much i love you ,

And now , i'm trying to let you go ..

=(

It;s been long .. For me but not you

And hi PEARL , She's my Ex if you dont know (=

LOL

But now we're just friends (=

PS:Baby , i miss the way you're !Imiss Weilong ! =(

Only with you

02122009

Seems like so much had happened over one night . I been to the place , the land of tears..

And i came back. Hidding all the secrets in the places of mine. No one shall know what happen. No one should one wwhat happen . Except the fairy of the lands . Thanks " Fairy" .

For the time spent , for the time wasted .

Sorry for the amount of tears dropped, countless.

Thanks for everything . Thanks for the dream you had given me , i had a really nice sleep . a lil bit of beer here and then .. Fairy , you're a nice soul . You're a beautiful memory (: that i will never ever forget . Your words are beautiful. I heard it all , but , i could only listen then forget everything .. Because that's all i could do for now ..

It seems like i did something bad . did i ?

I'm breaking down soon i guess . So much hidden inside a bottle of hearts. So much words unsaid .

Even if i tells the whole world , so what does it helps?

I can't imagine someone could be so Cruel . I did my best to make him happy . I tried ways to made him know that he's always on my mind . I tried harder to tell him things.

Like what the Fairy says " count the days that you've tried .."

Because i know it doesn't even work at all.

Im really like tired .

I didn't wanna lie .. But did i ?

So what? He doesn't even bothers !!

FCUK

You asked me for her god damn blog?

HERE YOU GO .

http://www.dyyy-drunkenbabe.blogspot.com/

I wanna move on. gonna do stuff that i like . Drink as i feels . and play like how i used to .

Anyone ladies night tomorrow?

Someone once told me , Love the one that loves you more than you love them .

But loved by others and loving other is a total different matters .

I was once loved by them and i wasn't really treating them good but i did appraciated thing

things that they did . I now know the different between the both meanings.

Saw her Blogg . Heard of her stuff . It wasn't what he told me at all ?

Couldn't judge because i'm not the both of them. And i know i won't be the both of them afterall .

Being in love with someone who treated you like a god but wasn't appreciated .

Being in love with someon that treated you like dirt , And you actually Tried ways to win him back .

Love's wasn't about winning or losing . It's about Smiling and laughing , tearing and crying ..

But what i'm doing now , is to win him back . It's feeling Sucks . And it is ..

How good if i go back to the dancefloor and find back the laughter i used to have . It's the place that i'll smile  and tell myself , I'm indeed happier . Because of his one sentence , i never been there anymore .

Whenever i hug him , i feels scared. Words stuck inside the brain and heart .. Anywhere else but not the tip of my lips . Words hidden ..I know i had so much to say . But for this guy , nothing else came out .

I'm prepared for the worst . Thou i'm laughing out loud like anything but it doesn't feel any better inside . How much i could promised ,How much i could do or how much i could said or even teared..

Looking at the skys doesn't help anymore .

Looking at the fishes makes me think of more stuff too ..

What else ..

But him .

All you wanted was a chances from her , And all i wanted is a chances from you ..  ='' )
Hope she'll gives you a chances ..
Tell me you're happier that way my dear .

A smile is not exchangeable

1122009

Years gonna pass soon . Mummy's bday coming . LOL .

Anyway , went to My dears home . To make sushi and to talk cock with them . Love them to the max !

Don't jealous la haa.

I really enjoyed being with you guys . Really happy (:

Done by my dear Jeslin

to her boyfrien

i made this

It's cute isnt it

Went down to pass him that box of Sushi . He came and go off . I told him it will topper but he said never mind .. What else can i say .. I could only walked away with a lil smile (:

No tears .. But it hurts more like anything.

" Someone that don't love you , don't appreciate the thing that you actually did for them "

It's kind of difficult to out that name of him .. But , it's okay .

I'd fun with my dearest too .. (=

Iloveyou " 2J "

You knw i love you too ..

Goodnight all darlings..

To you too ..