Someone once told me , Love the one that loves you more than you love them .

But loved by others and loving other is a total different matters .

I was once loved by them and i wasn't really treating them good but i did appraciated thing

things that they did . I now know the different between the both meanings.

Saw her Blogg . Heard of her stuff . It wasn't what he told me at all ?

Couldn't judge because i'm not the both of them. And i know i won't be the both of them afterall .

Being in love with someone who treated you like a god but wasn't appreciated .

Being in love with someon that treated you like dirt , And you actually Tried ways to win him back .

Love's wasn't about winning or losing . It's about Smiling and laughing , tearing and crying ..

But what i'm doing now , is to win him back . It's feeling Sucks . And it is ..

How good if i go back to the dancefloor and find back the laughter i used to have . It's the place that i'll smile  and tell myself , I'm indeed happier . Because of his one sentence , i never been there anymore .

Whenever i hug him , i feels scared. Words stuck inside the brain and heart .. Anywhere else but not the tip of my lips . Words hidden ..I know i had so much to say . But for this guy , nothing else came out .

I'm prepared for the worst . Thou i'm laughing out loud like anything but it doesn't feel any better inside . How much i could promised ,How much i could do or how much i could said or even teared..

Looking at the skys doesn't help anymore .

Looking at the fishes makes me think of more stuff too ..

What else ..

But him .

All you wanted was a chances from her , And all i wanted is a chances from you ..  ='' )
Hope she'll gives you a chances ..
Tell me you're happier that way my dear .