Only with you

02122009

Seems like so much had happened over one night . I been to the place , the land of tears..

And i came back. Hidding all the secrets in the places of mine. No one shall know what happen. No one should one wwhat happen . Except the fairy of the lands . Thanks " Fairy" .

For the time spent , for the time wasted .

Sorry for the amount of tears dropped, countless.

Thanks for everything . Thanks for the dream you had given me , i had a really nice sleep . a lil bit of beer here and then .. Fairy , you're a nice soul . You're a beautiful memory (: that i will never ever forget . Your words are beautiful. I heard it all , but , i could only listen then forget everything .. Because that's all i could do for now ..

It seems like i did something bad . did i ?

I'm breaking down soon i guess . So much hidden inside a bottle of hearts. So much words unsaid .

Even if i tells the whole world , so what does it helps?

I can't imagine someone could be so Cruel . I did my best to make him happy . I tried ways to made him know that he's always on my mind . I tried harder to tell him things.

Like what the Fairy says " count the days that you've tried .."

Because i know it doesn't even work at all.

Im really like tired .

I didn't wanna lie .. But did i ?

So what? He doesn't even bothers !!

FCUK