I can't get to bed , not even when i'd my medicine . I just can't get to sleep . But i wanted to . Because when one's alseep , mind won't be able to think so i won't be so lethargic .
Somehow i should be contented that you're actually here in my life . I shoud be greatful isn't it? And Yes i am . But at the same time i'm feeling melancholy too .
But i'm feeling kind of scared . Because weekend is coming . It's drawing nearer to me . Time seems to pass faster then it seems to be .
It's like borrowing a book from the library , and you haven't finished it but you have no time anymore . When the time is here , you have to return to where it came from . And keep it inside your heart that you actually owned this book for some times . Enough time for you to read those happy contents . Leave the bad-saddening ending behind and returned to where it should belong . And , borrow another book ... Or head back to those books that you used to owned .And read it over again ..
But he isn't a book where i could just borrow again and again .
I wanted to write the ending myself . But it ddoesn't belong to me alone ..
I'll stay happy for the time is up and i could never find back the feeling and time anymore . Once it's ended , it'll never come back again .
And it's like when you drop at the wrong station and you miss that someone important but when you headed back , the person' s gone . And you might never find it back ever again ..
I gave my very best . It's like the world's ending but it's not . Time won't stop for you , You stop for the time .
PS: I cherished and loved the book that i borrowed . But it's time i should returned to where it should be .. With or without regrets , it's something that i should do .
Well , saying is easy . I don't know if i could ever do so .. It's over the word "Love" . Its more than just a bloody word. I can't go on without you ..
"If I am pressed to say why I loved him, I feel it can only be explained by replying: `Because it was he; because it was me.'" It's how beutiful my love is , for you .
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