Missing

141109

Time flies . Soon 2009 will be over .

And i'm still here .

Looking depressed .

Why don't i just cherish that *Him .

When everythings so wonderful ,

everything under control ,

everythings so beautiful .

What will happen if i did so ?

Wonder how beautiful my smile will be .

I don't know when i last smile without any worries .

Wonder what i'm actually crying over now .

Because it's over , or because i miss those stuff so much .

Or because i'm in love now but it doesn't even seems like ?

Who knows ..

God knows .

To Allen : You know something , I did loved you and i really do .

Trust me , i'm happy .Because i know you will do anything for me .

Even if it's over the mountain or under the seas .

Thanks , perhaps that's only thing i could say to you now .

I'm missing * putting me to bed.

I'm missing when i'm craving for something * will get for me no matter how far it gets .

Missing being like a ,

Baby ..

This is how i am .

But now i'm not .

Goodnight .

( ' =

PS : Something's missing . Something is ..

The smile .

Huiting