The promises

It's the third day already . Ever since you called . The pain is unbearable . But i know i have to bear with it . Baby i miss you badly. No matter how drunk i'm , How tired i'm , i know i just can't get you off my mind . I can't get to bed . I can't stop the tears from flowing out anymore .

IM iss Y ou .

That's the only thing left to say . The only thing that i can do. Nothing else anymore. Baby , you know i miss you . you knew it , don't you ?  =''(

Went for movie at lot one with allen and jian for 2012 . Nice movie affterall . Touching movies !

Will update photos for KITTYLAB with him soon. And Cedric's bday's photo ..

Really got no mood to update all this . Mahjong with friends ..

Drinking with friends . But still , when night falls .. Nobody knows what happen next.

Lying on the bed with your jacket , the smells still lingers there. Listening to song you loved.

Hugging the pillow and letting the tears flow by itself .

Let the wind dry the tears ..

I don;t know what else to do anymore.

Not by talking o friends . Which i told no one ..

Having to know what happens , i rather keep it to myself ..

And i did .

How silly it is but i feels good not telling anyone anything .Maybe ? Maybe i will feel better ?

Wasn't like this in the past . Talk lesses now . Because i feel , telling someone who isn't you or him ,

no use at all . It won't helps in anything . What else other then telling you what to do when you yourself already knew that it doesn't helps at all ..

Trust me . Althought it suck keeping it to yourself but , rather then listening to stuff that you won't do.

Baby , you know how i feels ?

PS: I'll be good i promise . All i ask for is for you to come back .. =''(