Went down to pass him his stuff.He brought my stuff too . The feeling totally sucks . wanting to hold him back . But i never did so. Because i know i can't , do it , Tears flow when i walk away. How much i wanted to turn back. But i never .

A feeling that no one ever like . Neither do i .

Anyone , to the sea?

I dreamt alot last night . Woke up alot of times too . Mummy , imisshim =''(