Wednesday, December 30, 2009

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31st Dec 2009






Went sweeties house today . Talk , sing song , play mahjong !
haa . alway enjoyed being with them !
Love them to the max. (:
Tell korkor , if got gf ler must tell me !! Haa..

Went west mall for free popcorn. Haa.then to my house ..
Meet Desmond and friend to PH .
Don't dance with guy actually but had fun today.
Having terrible bad flu now ~ Ugh !
A cute girl came ahead for a dance (=
Luckily not drunk , if not drag her out for a kiss !! =X LOL
Saw the flirt cutie Jiewei and friend ,kapo and etc ..

Thanks for the ride home guy (=
Goodnight .

Happy NY !

PS: A new beinging starting , Let the past go ahead .
Be a brand new person (:

Loves ,night!


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Emptiness



Went out to meet dennis. Been long since i met him . (:
Chill , chat and slack at town !
Went for movie . " Chaw"
Hmm , not a bad movie but abit draggy?
Went to meet Jiewei after that at yishun .
Thanks for sending me to yishun dennis's brothr !
 Haa. LOL
Went there and see people vomiting after 2 bottles of Martel . LOL.
I only remember one name when they told me so many.
Haa because they say " the drunken is call john .. "
So i remember this only . LOL .

He didn't called me today , haven't been msging him recently .
Maybe its the way it should be?
Slowly letting go ..
I'll still be there when you need me .It's just a call away .

What is the whole world turn against you?
What if you happy yet something is missing .
What's the meaning of living when something's importance is missing .

I never wanted to hurt anyone at all .Why everyone's saying i'm
hurting them when i'm not .
If my action  say the otherwise , i'm sorry .
I love the company they gave .
Maybe because all i needed was just attention .

A new years  coming .
Done nothing this year at all ..

Just what the hell am i thinking ?!

It's just empty still , at the end of the day .

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Saddening night

Went PH.
Had a fight with HER .
Had a quarrelling with allen too..\
almost had a quarrel with wl too.
Damn long night . Upsetting .
No point angry over nothing (:

Quarrelling with everyone because of him
Making everyone upset because of him
Is it really worth it?
Just because he know i will alway be here?
Thou i promise myself never to give in . But , it still melts .
Should i really let it over?

Thing said aren't easy to do as well .
Well , at least i'm better now
Better then that time .
But am i really happier?
Yes, he did change me . But for now, not for the better i guess..

Back to the old times , again .
Clubbing and stuff ..
Knowing more guy friends
Is it really all for the better..
Well , at least there's friends .

He's drunk again . Sleeping soundly inside .
I'm like fighting a war btw myself.
He doesn't like people to say or scold me ..
He wanted to say something like
" you're my ............"
Then he stopped .

I wanted hard to let myself to let go .

I'm not treating anyone like fool .
It's because i believe , that's why i'll call the person whom i believe
when i'm in trouble .
I'm not making used of anyone , anyone ..
I never wanted to try to too .
I really never wanted to .
Please believe to whoever it applies.

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Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry X'mas

25th December 2009

Merry X'Mas ! (:
Spent another day Ph . Before that was having dinner at Keat Hong with Allen , cy , agnes , jian , mao and hm then to tea's house for Mj , Then went home to change and off to Ph to meet De En and friends ... Kinda bored but alright la . Still okay. They open 5 Martell , Like crazy ! LOL .
Still having hang-over from wednesday night . LOL . Went dancing with xann and gang . Then Wl Called , so i went off . W/o telling anyone . Text en . Alright , quarrel with him . Then with wl .
He told me because he cares that why he angry with en . For calling me OIE . Alright  , i think it's nothing but just that both of them are drunk .
Say untill gangster there . Fierce man ~ Hmmm , Sorry en . For leaving like that but i really have to go off ma . Off the Mount Faber . Then to Element .. Then to blk 163 . Then off to wl 's house . Alright , now my eye's very very painful . 2 days never took off lenses already . now painful !
Steamboat at home . Simple Dinner (=

To de en : I hope we are still nice friends. Nobody's at fault .
To Xiaobai: I don't know hiow long you gonna ignore me  , But still Merry X'mas . (=
Missses !


Thursday, December 24, 2009

PH

It's a Girlie affair ~
Nights out with then girls and the rest .
Drank Black label plus beer plus wine plus a lil of graveyard and waterfall.
So last night was ... Terrible .
First time never eat . And it Boon Tong Kee chicken rice sia!
Drop dead . Don't remember what's happening but i remember he came .
And fetch me home..
He came but does he really cares?
But anyway , thanks ! (:

Merry X'mas .
So what's tonight event ladies?
PH? Butter? MJ?
LOL .


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

nights 0out

Went town to meet xann . Pz was a town too . so meet together for a shop !
Alright, ION is so so so complicated , got us all mess up ! So many escalator so many shop so many people . Omg . was like in a huge mess man . Went around , shop around , play around .
The toilet in ION 's so so so damn high class . Went for dinner . Met Chris . Then Xiaoyuan .
Then off we go to orchard 313 . New mall again ~ LOL
How long have i not been to town . How long have i not went for shopping !?
Went to Cine for pool session. Lame ~
Everything is lame today including the peoples ! LOL
Fun la ~
Then off to teck whye with them . Talk cock and stuff ..
Thanks for the night ! (=
Remember the people , remember the joke (:

PS: Again , you said will call me , but you never . Guess time is up .
Baby , Eventually you will know how much i cared .

Stop ignoring me BT ..


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