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Had been working at norman's put for 3days. Not too bad actually but really good i guess?

Second day was great (= He came down to visit me . to drink i should say? I know he drink quite alot. So abit giddy . He said alot alot to my friend . Which some words are meant be listened to . But tears controlled still . He told me , he came down because of me . I was like laughing all the way to cloud man . (* Happy like a farker. My friend told me , he likes another girl too . Thing can't be compared isn't it ? If what i did is nothing . Then its really nothing..

"If you can't feels it baby.."

Were calling me baby around the whole pub. Which i love to listen to " my girl..."

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Don't wanna listen to stuff that hurts me . But stuff that i wish to listen to . Had a bad bad dream yesterday afternoon . Dreamt that you told me to let you go . Woke up crying so badly my dear .

How much you mean to me ..

PS: If i could be compared to that girl , Obviously i mean nothing to you . Either she treat you fucking good or you really likes her . How to compared? How to be equal too ?

No way it could be .But if it does , so be it .

I don't like to chose in between . If you really loves her , tell me .

I'll try my very very best to let you go . Tell me you're happier this way baby ..

I know i won't be happy but seeing you is the best remedy..