how bad it feel inside

Came back from woodland. wednesday went Lan with xiaobai and san ji .Then to 163 coffeshop to slack untill 10+ . was like damn tired man .

He just called . I thought i'l be extra happier just to hear his voices , no matter what he says doesn't matter . But untill now , i then know it does matters .

Baby , i miss you .

Why are you telling me thing about you and another girl . Yet you never tells me the whole story . It really hurts to know all this . And it hurt even more tat it's you , weilong .

You told me not to think too much , you knew i would , don't you ?

;'(

Tears drop but you didn't even know . You can tell me everyone asking you why you did that to her . Everyone's telling you about her . What about me ? You can tell me how much you dote on her . What about me ? I really can't take it any more longer .

ME? I'm still trying hard to forget you ! But i still can't..

PS: I though i don't love you as deep as before , untill now then i know . I love you even deeper then before . I though i could take every single thing . I though i could hold everything alone , unitll know i know i can't .. How much i wanted to scold you on the phone . But because it's you ..

I know nothing now !!

I only know how much i wanted to cry ,

hot much i wanted you back ,

how much i yearn for your hug , your kisses ,

how much i wanted to tell you to stay ..

People tells me so what if he's back ?

 Baby , tell thems you love me , can you .

=''(

This is how painful it is . How strong could i still be ? How much tears can i hold inside still? how long more could i withstand?

With you on the phone , with you beside me . All this words holds back.

How much i wanted to go into the rain and tells them " i love you , my dear .. "

=''(

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