I've always been said , my life full of drama .

These few days , i think so too .

Met xiaobai on sunday night. Then he called. Says he come to fetch me . Of cause  i said okay.

So i went home to changed.Then went downstair. Saw him standing beside a car. Dancing with

techno.I knew he's drunk. Maybe not drunk but just drank abit too much. So he looked at me and smiled. you know, i miss that smiles of yours baby . Kissed him on his cheek. It's the feeling that i missed. Bucked up the seats belt. And off he goes.Well , now i know why his dad don't allow him to drive the car. LOL. Went to pump petrol then off to Bukit Batok the Sin Tua there. Went to buy beer.

Okay , here's the limit . After everything . Then went back to his house.

He know he drank too much but he still wanna ride that bike of his. scary~ He never ride this way before. But i trusted him , don't deny that i'm scared. But well , i trust him .

Reach his home then xann called . I don't really remembers the whole thing but all i remember was, i called her back and i thou she say me slut . but she didn't . So WL he wanted to snatch the phone but i didn't gave him . He went to take something . But when i turned around i saw blood on the ground. Cutted his finger . Blood drip like it's free. ALright,I'm scared. He looked abit crazy . I don't know weather he cares what people says about me . Or , he just wanted to vent out his anger on something/someone else.I don't know  but for that moment , i felt happy .

Just remembered this sentence " Who ? Who says you slut" .

Kinda drama , But i smiled . But i'm scared . Clear up his room full of blood . Quite deep so took long to stop the bleeding .

Watching him going into his dreamland, how good if times stop.

My eye hurts . I think it's the contact lenses. Been wearing for days but didn't sleep for 2 nights. Hope it'll be alright in a fe days .

Went to eat with him at about 4am? Then off to my place. I wish time stops at the moment when u looked at me . Thanks for the night. Went off in the mornng. Meeting a girl i think?

=Heartbreaks=

But that's alright.

Thanks for making me laugh and smiled. I know we could never go back like how we used to . I know we will never be together anymore. But, let me wait. Untill when ? I don't know. for now, all i wanted to do was to wait for you. Money could never bring back the smile. But only you..

If these makes you happier, tell me..