happy

Went alexandra road last night with xiaobai , linhes and gangs . Plus peizhen and eric .

Had really rally a great time there. Really been long since i laugh my lungs out . Can't remember when is the last time i did so . After that went Choa Chu Kang there for another round . This time round really dead . Alright , everyone's like dying man . Went to meet Wl , to eat at sunshine with eric and peizhen .

PS : He talked to me last night. He speaks into my ear and told me " be my girlfriend .. "

\Alright, i snook for awhile . Before that he was saying , he don't dare ask me to be his girlfriend, he's afraid he might hurt me again . Well ,i know he would . Anyway , i didn't say agreed But i didn't disagreed too . First time  , he told me to cry on his shoulder . First time , he said i look pretty that day . First time , he tugg me to bed. First time, i felt confused ..

Was really thinking for the night, should i ?

Well , this is my wish . I was really really happy when he told me that sentence. All that i had done , all the time i had spent , all the lil lil thing .. Wasn't this the day that i'm actually waiting for ?

YES, i don't deny . I love him . and i really really miss you baby ..

But , do you really love me ?

........

This morning , he got up and get his phone and called someone else again .

How am i supposed to let you do this everyday ?

Baby , i'm still waiting . untill one day that you know you love me . That you won't hurt me anymore. That you know you will stop playing around.

I'll be still waiting .

How long ? I don't know .

Thanks for the night dearie.
You know i love you , you can feel me , don't you?

XIAOBAI ! Drunk huh last night ! Haa . See lar ~ next time drink Liquor with plain water again lar . Clever huh ~ LOL (=Thanks .

Alright Linhes drunk again . LOL